Weekends

I realize this is the first post that I've done in a long time, but it's because this is the first time in a long time that I've needed to. It really hurts knowing so many people in my life had amazing weekends while I had one that could probably be the worst one of my life. To sum it up really fast: Friday night B3 told me he was super happy because he made out with a super hot girl, Saturday night I spent 4 hours stopping a girl from committing suicide and then had an hour conversation with B3 about another different girl, Sunday I had to deal with everyone asking about the girl and B3 told me that he was going to ask a girl out. Monday didn't get any better. I got about 3 hours of very broken sleep, had a migraine all day, had to go down to honor board in DG and tell a bunch of people what happened Saturday night, and then go do math. When I went to go do math I found out that my friend who had tried to commit suicide found out that her roommate that day had overdosed and slit her wrists and arms. Honor board decided she needed to come sleep at the house, but she didn't trust anyone so she refused. They're smothering her and I'm afraid that it's my fault. Right now I just don't know what to do. I texted B3 last night asking if he could talk because normally he makes me happy or de-stresses me, but instead he didn't respond until it was 1am and ended up just saying "Too bad trust me it'll be ok" instead of just listening to everything that was wrong. I also said I'm sorry for bothering him and his response was "I was with Ceara, I'm fine" which pretty much just made me more upset. I don't want to hear about how the ex boyfriend I have feelings for won't help me because he's with another girl. After that I just couldn't sleep. I was balling so hard and I just didn't know what to do. I ended up falling asleep around 3:30 and now I've decided to skip class.